Love letter - Pre nap

Hi Darling,

Hope your doing well!

I am so happy to have you in my life. There is so much that I want to tall you and there is so much that I want to ask from you, I don't know where to start.

I want you to know what you mean to me. The seed of love is to be guarded inside a heart. It is very important for me to understand how much you mean to me. I wish I should tell you all this while gazing into your beautiful dark brown eyes but since we are physically and geographically separated by miles of emptiness, writing to you comes as a form of expression of my love to you. I am glad to have met you in my life. 

I am someone who knows what to want in my life. There are times we often give up. In my life I have chosen to give up many times but I am proud to say that despite of this fatigue I have also chosen to stand up again and be patient enough to guide myself into motivation and be positive towards life.. this has further led to my finding you baby. He who seek happiness; they say, by changing anything but his own disposition will waste his life in fruitless efforts and multiply the grief which he purposes to remove. Your living is determined not so much by what life brings you as by the attitude you bring to life; not so much by what happens to you as by the way your mind looks at what happens. This is the reason I have decided to move on in life inspite of my incalculable loss. Yes! Distance doesn't permit the action to be seen, rather words convey the feeling when distance hinders. No matter the distance that separates us now. I assure that this gap will be bridges as we get to know each other more. As the saying goes: "True love and friendship no boundaries and no distance, miles and obstacles means nothing in the face of love". Though miles may be between us right now, we'll never be apart forever, for the friendship doesn't count the miles. It's measured by the heart. Now that dishonesty and disbelieve seems to be taking over the our souls these days, to know there are people like you who makes all problems look smaller. It's great to be a friend and to be able to look into the future and see a mix of serenity and hope. This fairly recent friendship is something I consider to be sacred already. It makes me have faith again in some simple but fundamental human values which sometimes, for the lack of practice, we swipe under the carpets of our memories and our hearts. For me, this new friendship is precious and that's why I intend to keep it till the end of my days. I believe we can achieve that, because i have faith in you and I have more faith in god and in life. Those who have a friend like you fear nothing. Always bear in mind that my affection and true friendship will be your's forever. 

I love to wait for your reply which is my life line in the middle of this gigantic ocean and I really appreciate that you get your time out to read my letter and revert to me. I allows me to think over that you friendship and love is with me forever. 

Your's and only your's..! 

Love letter

Sweetheart,
How are you?

I just can't get you out of my mind, I really want to be close to you because a lot has been running through my head lately. I'm having trouble putting my thoughts into words so you will have to bare with me through this.I keep thinking about the future, about life, and what I want out of it. I keep thinking about us and what this relationship means to me. I keep thinking about these things and I realize they go hand in hand. This relationship is my future; it's what I want out of life. I want to grow old with you. I want to experience this crazy love forever and ever, and I really think I'm going to get to experience it. I want us to walk through new houses picking the one that would be just right for us. I want to see you walk around our house in a big t-shirt with your hair down and catch me staring at how gorgeous you are. I want you to pull the covers off me at night and then I have to get even closer, if it's possible, for you to keep warm. I want to see you laugh like crazy at me when I do stupid stuff. I want to rub lotion all over your body because you laid out in the sun too long. I want to hold you when you cry and smile with you when you smile. I want to fall asleep every night with you in my arms. I want you to fall asleep on my chest listening to the beat of my heart and know it beats for you, I want you to be the first thing I see when I wake up and the last thing I see when I go to sleep. I want to see your rough morning hair; I know it will be so cute. I want to sit on the beach with you and watch the sun set, and I want evryone to see and envy the love that we obviously have for each other. I want to see you walk down that isle and I want to take your hand for the rest of my life. I want to spend all night, and maybe the next day, making love to you with an undying passion (sorry to be so blunt). I want to be Sixty years old and still make out with you like a little kid. I want to cook a meal with you and us totally ruin it and end up going out for dinner. I want to sit there talking to you for hours about nothing at all but in the same time everything or maybe we won't talk at all and just grin at each other realizing how lucky we are. I want you to get mad at me for doing something stupid, and I want you to bust out laughing when you try to yell at me. I want to lay with you in front of a fireplace and keep the heat going long after the fire goes out. I want to take trips with you to places we've never been and experience them together. I want us to go skinny-dipping in a hotel pool and get caught and streak back to our hotel room waking everyone up because we're laughing so hard. I want us to go and pick out the hot tub we want with the biggest grins on our faces the whole time. I want the sales rep to get embarrassed when we sit in them and make sure we have enough room to do the things we want to do. I want our friends to come over and get totally jealous because they don't share a love like we do. I want to take your breath away every time I say, "I love you" because you know it's coming from the heart. I want us to sit down with a box of strawberries, a bottle of chocolate syrup, and a mint chocolate ice cream; well, I'll let your imagination finish that one.. I want to love you and be with you for at least FOREVER or a little longer than forever. I couldn't really express in words what I'm feeling right now so I decided to share with you SOME of the images and thoughts that have been running through my head.I just want you to know that I had never found someone I wanted to spend the rest of my life with until I met you. I really am crazy about you, everything about you.

Love always.
Your's and only your's.

Fonding Memories @Nanihal

Missing those vacations that I used to spend in ptkt (my nanihal).. along with all my cousins. Bunch of all naughty kids , used to get up early to go for a morning walk well not to walk but look to ring my cousin's bf house bell, play all day long..wait for Saryu di's dishes that she learnt thru her home science classes, Playing all fav movie sequence where i used to direct the storyline to all my cousin's who played different characters, discussing different stories with Saket Kohli on what to do further, moving to all tuck shops looking for new pen's.. lol.. moving around and checking out every eating stall in family weddings.. well Saku u have been a true bhai cum buddy.. n everyone used to consider us private behan bhai.. ;).. love u.. not to forget Nivisha Kohli always posing in front of the mirror to be a miss world.. n now look at her.. she is on a verge of becoming an excellent painter n photographer.. life had changed manyfolds.. but u i have my fonding memories that i can cherish ever n ever.. miss those golden days of childhood.. wish i can live them again!