Love letter - Pre nap

Hi Darling,

Hope your doing well!

I am so happy to have you in my life. There is so much that I want to tall you and there is so much that I want to ask from you, I don't know where to start.

I want you to know what you mean to me. The seed of love is to be guarded inside a heart. It is very important for me to understand how much you mean to me. I wish I should tell you all this while gazing into your beautiful dark brown eyes but since we are physically and geographically separated by miles of emptiness, writing to you comes as a form of expression of my love to you. I am glad to have met you in my life. 

I am someone who knows what to want in my life. There are times we often give up. In my life I have chosen to give up many times but I am proud to say that despite of this fatigue I have also chosen to stand up again and be patient enough to guide myself into motivation and be positive towards life.. this has further led to my finding you baby. He who seek happiness; they say, by changing anything but his own disposition will waste his life in fruitless efforts and multiply the grief which he purposes to remove. Your living is determined not so much by what life brings you as by the attitude you bring to life; not so much by what happens to you as by the way your mind looks at what happens. This is the reason I have decided to move on in life inspite of my incalculable loss. Yes! Distance doesn't permit the action to be seen, rather words convey the feeling when distance hinders. No matter the distance that separates us now. I assure that this gap will be bridges as we get to know each other more. As the saying goes: "True love and friendship no boundaries and no distance, miles and obstacles means nothing in the face of love". Though miles may be between us right now, we'll never be apart forever, for the friendship doesn't count the miles. It's measured by the heart. Now that dishonesty and disbelieve seems to be taking over the our souls these days, to know there are people like you who makes all problems look smaller. It's great to be a friend and to be able to look into the future and see a mix of serenity and hope. This fairly recent friendship is something I consider to be sacred already. It makes me have faith again in some simple but fundamental human values which sometimes, for the lack of practice, we swipe under the carpets of our memories and our hearts. For me, this new friendship is precious and that's why I intend to keep it till the end of my days. I believe we can achieve that, because i have faith in you and I have more faith in god and in life. Those who have a friend like you fear nothing. Always bear in mind that my affection and true friendship will be your's forever. 

I love to wait for your reply which is my life line in the middle of this gigantic ocean and I really appreciate that you get your time out to read my letter and revert to me. I allows me to think over that you friendship and love is with me forever. 

Your's and only your's..! 

Love letter

Sweetheart,
How are you?

I just can't get you out of my mind, I really want to be close to you because a lot has been running through my head lately. I'm having trouble putting my thoughts into words so you will have to bare with me through this.I keep thinking about the future, about life, and what I want out of it. I keep thinking about us and what this relationship means to me. I keep thinking about these things and I realize they go hand in hand. This relationship is my future; it's what I want out of life. I want to grow old with you. I want to experience this crazy love forever and ever, and I really think I'm going to get to experience it. I want us to walk through new houses picking the one that would be just right for us. I want to see you walk around our house in a big t-shirt with your hair down and catch me staring at how gorgeous you are. I want you to pull the covers off me at night and then I have to get even closer, if it's possible, for you to keep warm. I want to see you laugh like crazy at me when I do stupid stuff. I want to rub lotion all over your body because you laid out in the sun too long. I want to hold you when you cry and smile with you when you smile. I want to fall asleep every night with you in my arms. I want you to fall asleep on my chest listening to the beat of my heart and know it beats for you, I want you to be the first thing I see when I wake up and the last thing I see when I go to sleep. I want to see your rough morning hair; I know it will be so cute. I want to sit on the beach with you and watch the sun set, and I want evryone to see and envy the love that we obviously have for each other. I want to see you walk down that isle and I want to take your hand for the rest of my life. I want to spend all night, and maybe the next day, making love to you with an undying passion (sorry to be so blunt). I want to be Sixty years old and still make out with you like a little kid. I want to cook a meal with you and us totally ruin it and end up going out for dinner. I want to sit there talking to you for hours about nothing at all but in the same time everything or maybe we won't talk at all and just grin at each other realizing how lucky we are. I want you to get mad at me for doing something stupid, and I want you to bust out laughing when you try to yell at me. I want to lay with you in front of a fireplace and keep the heat going long after the fire goes out. I want to take trips with you to places we've never been and experience them together. I want us to go skinny-dipping in a hotel pool and get caught and streak back to our hotel room waking everyone up because we're laughing so hard. I want us to go and pick out the hot tub we want with the biggest grins on our faces the whole time. I want the sales rep to get embarrassed when we sit in them and make sure we have enough room to do the things we want to do. I want our friends to come over and get totally jealous because they don't share a love like we do. I want to take your breath away every time I say, "I love you" because you know it's coming from the heart. I want us to sit down with a box of strawberries, a bottle of chocolate syrup, and a mint chocolate ice cream; well, I'll let your imagination finish that one.. I want to love you and be with you for at least FOREVER or a little longer than forever. I couldn't really express in words what I'm feeling right now so I decided to share with you SOME of the images and thoughts that have been running through my head.I just want you to know that I had never found someone I wanted to spend the rest of my life with until I met you. I really am crazy about you, everything about you.

Love always.
Your's and only your's.

Fonding Memories @Nanihal

Missing those vacations that I used to spend in ptkt (my nanihal).. along with all my cousins. Bunch of all naughty kids , used to get up early to go for a morning walk well not to walk but look to ring my cousin's bf house bell, play all day long..wait for Saryu di's dishes that she learnt thru her home science classes, Playing all fav movie sequence where i used to direct the storyline to all my cousin's who played different characters, discussing different stories with Saket Kohli on what to do further, moving to all tuck shops looking for new pen's.. lol.. moving around and checking out every eating stall in family weddings.. well Saku u have been a true bhai cum buddy.. n everyone used to consider us private behan bhai.. ;).. love u.. not to forget Nivisha Kohli always posing in front of the mirror to be a miss world.. n now look at her.. she is on a verge of becoming an excellent painter n photographer.. life had changed manyfolds.. but u i have my fonding memories that i can cherish ever n ever.. miss those golden days of childhood.. wish i can live them again!

Ebony n Ivory!

Just like this title.. Ebony n Ivory holds a very interesting history to it.

It is the name of a dessert +Pizza Hut India  and this story revolves around my college days. The BBK Dav College for Women, Asr. it's a gurls college and precisely one of best Graduate colleges of Amritsar. We have have a Pizza hut located on the very road of our college called Lawrence road. This road is known for the smart and chick crowd walking down and because of college you get to see the best of gurls too.

We all have problems in life, don't we. And the best thing is to sit with your friends and talk your heart out. So, we used to hit this food joint mostly to sit down with friends and have a chit chat with some good food. After all, Punjabi's are known for their taste buds. Here we discovered this dessert called "Ebony n Ivory". It's a  chick combination of Chocolava pastry layered with hot Chocolate sauce with a scoop of Vanilla Ice cream with a hint of a Mint leave on top the scoop. a beautiful combination of white and Brown on a ceramic plate but this Mint leave adds a green color and a certain amount of freshness to the plating. A sudden trace of green in the warm browns and whites. Over and above this thing tastes amazing. All chocolate lovers will agree to this. As soon as the chocolate sauce used to melt the cool cool ice vanilla ice cream and with a bite of Cake it used to melt in my mouth I used to melt along and get lost i it's taste. It made all the worldly affairs and woes turn secondary and the taste is sinful. No calorrie count for the day.. just wanted to relish the taste and pay for my crime.

Infact this became a ritual among our group where in we used hit to Pizza hut and order our special dishes. On one of such days, here comes Khyati, as usual agitated types, something was bothering here. Oh yeah i remember she had a fight with her Boyfriend that day and she wanted to vent her heart out.
Khyati: Bas yaar main apni life se tang aagyi hun..
Group: baith ja yaar, chill! Chal ek kaam karte hain isko "Ebony n Ivory" khilate hain..

N finally we were able to lift her mood up. Anyways after Diamonds, choclate is the second best thing that work for women.

Going towards the contrary we have lot of troubles in life but if we find our "Ebony n Ivory" to make us feel better about the situation and then act accordingly. Now if you can find solution while doing away "Chin ta ta chita chita chinta ta ta ta.. then what is the harm in trying that out. I miss that company of college friends, doing away the vehlapanti, pulling each other's legs over small little things. Purani jeans aur guitar, mohalle ki woh chhat aur mere yaar...! what a hit it was.. beautiful track. Now I don't go Pizza hut when i am all alone. And i miss those silly fights over small bites, last slice of pizza, more garlic bread n all. Keeping the food aside "Woh dosti ko kahin talashti hun main.. jo gum si gayi hai is duniya ki bheed main kahin..!"

Miss you Manvi, Prerna, Khyati, Cherry, Palak, Sonam, I can go long way but need to cut short. You guys have been a very important part of my life and i will always cherish our memories.

Stay tuned for more..!

Walking down the dark night..! Contd..

Dancing with No Drinks!

It's all together a different feeling tonite.I am on the dance floor with no drinks. I distinctively remember those childhood days when we used to dance like crazy in the family functions, birthday parties, wedding ceremonies.. Here, I see everyone having fun while dancing, drinking n smoking.. all together a different world u know.. few firangi's chilling out by my side.

Finally I am feeling dehydrated.. went to the bartender if he can help me with a virgin bloody merry.. its a drink made of tomato juice n all.. but this time without Vodka. N here comes the song I requested an hour ago, main sharabi.. from Movie - Cocktail. Ironical na.. dancing on "main sharabi" without drinks but it's fun.. N I am back on the dance floor.

Jo bhi kaho.. jo maza Bollywood ke songs mein hai aur kahin nahi.. Desi tashan u know. N now comes "radha on the dance floor" here u see everyone becoming radha.. But I can also locate some desi kanhaiyas here. Let the party roll..




Seedha prasaran...

Kudiye ni tere.. Brown rang ne..- Yo Yo Honey singh

Whateva u say Punjabi takes a win over all kinds of music.. it has a different kind of energy to it.. Foot tapping nos. U can't keep ur ass off getting yourself from the dance floor. I see people coming and going but the best part is that whenever we get to hear a Punjabi no. being played on the DJ, every single person comes to life dancing their heart out imitating perfect actions that has been performed in their videos..

It's my first time in the lounge and would call it relatively a good options for a weekend party. Now i see my gang seems taken aback with me sitting observing n writing n fiddling with my phone. So I better be hitting back on the floor now..

Stay tuned for more to come..!

Walking down the dark nights..!

It is 10.40 in the night.. n I am roaming in the dark streets (the one behind the night club types).. Have some frns along. Hopping from one party to another. I made it a point not to drink tonite. I see couple of guys waiting to get inside a club, looking for an opportunity to hook with some HOT babe.. or may be just get lucky to dance with one. We came out for a smoke.. (remembering the old Dev Anand song: Main Zindagi ka saath nibhata chala gaya.. har fikra ko dhuen main udata chala gaya..) Done with it n now moving inn.. 

I really wanted to let my hair down and dance the night away.. but the music's not that right.. Lets see what comes next..Stay tuned!